Blogg..

I guess I've contemplated the possibility of having a blogg... so here it is.
I guess my friend Wic http://wictorianart.blogspot.com/ was the one who really put my ass in gear about it though, since I've not even looked for a possible blogging space before. though she does not know I'm doing this yet. heh... not trying to copy or anything, promise, cross my heart :)

I thought I'd post a couple of photos here as well. I'm not exactly an expert, but I do love to play around with my mothers camera occasionally, and a couple of pictures I'd like to show off somewhere! :)















This is a peonie from my garden, I love when all the flowers there are in bloom, it's quite beautiful.














a bud




















A short hailstorm, left the ground full of white in the middle of June.















This special flower grew at a beach we visited during our Biology field course. Apparently it used to be all over the place, now theres few left.















A gomp. you can really se the lines on my fingers huh ^^


So... It is really late and my mothers probably waiting for me to go to sleep, and I do somewhat concur, since it's been a long day, and week to. Have been working for the last 5 days. I am barista at a coffee shop nearby, and It's almost always stressing. I do love making coffee, but I must say that it's not that fun anymore. just work you know.

I just had a friend over for a visit her name is Vibeke and she's a really sweet girl. She dropped by after a trip to Kristoffer's house. It's so nice when people call you on their way and drop by, even if it's just for a short while. It kinda reminds me that I'm not forgotten just yet :)
My mother also came home today after a trip to Sandefjord with her friend Ella. I'm so happy to have some company again. I can't stand being alone in this house, I feel so lonely and scared. When I'm alone here I can't bring my attention to anything but watching TV. I kinda use it to try and forget how much being here on my own freaks me out. It's not the house really, I love the house, I've lived here all of my life. It's just that I'm used to having people around, I'm used to the sounds, and to having the knowledge that I'm not alone. So even if I'm doing other stuff, I feel safe because I know that the rest of my family is only a staircase away ^^

Monday July 14th was my best friend Linn's birthday.














(picture from my balcony in june. Me and Linn)

She had an all day all night kinda party. We had drinks and BBQ at her porch, and there were loads of people and much fun :) Unfortunately my self esteem got a couple off blows that day. And I'm not quite sure how. I just know that I'm kinda pissed with myself and a couple of other people that were there, and I don't think anyone of us really deserve that, so I'm trying to straighten out my head. Maybe I've been acting a bit selfish lately, I don't really know. All I do know, is that I have a somewhat strong need to have someone listen to me for a while, just listen you know. But then again, anyone might think I'm crazy over the way I react to people lately. Ow I just don't know. Maybe I've just become a little complaining negative EMO-bitch, I really have no clue. hurrrr.. I'm even ranting now, aren't I? shush Ane, Shush!!

Well,... Two of my friends Mari and Linn (who I mentioned earlier) are in Kragerø now. I've heard a rumor about them, fishing... thats about it, so I wish them good luck with that! Break a leg girls!

And lastly, my birthday is coming up very soon. I will be 20 years old, at
Thursday July 24th. I'm hoping to have a nice lil' party here at my house. Goodness, I'll now be allowed to by alcohol that contains over 20% ! hah! goodbye trouble getting into "20-years" limits downtown.
I'll let you know how it goes ;)